17、The Black Dog ...
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I am someone who until recent events
最近的事件发生前我还小有名气
You shared your secrets with
你与我分享你的秘密
And your location, you forgot to turn it off
而你的位置你忘了关闭
And so I watch as you walk
如此我看着你走进
Into some bar called The Black Dog
一个叫做黑狗的酒吧
It piers new holes in my heart
在我心中刺出新的伤口
You forgot to turn it off
你忘了关闭
And it hits me
这沉重打击了我
I just don't understand
我真的搞不明白
How you don't miss me
你是如何不那么想念我
In The Black Dog, when someone plays The Starting Line
在黑狗当有人播放The Starting Line
And you jump up, but she's too young to know this song
你跳了起来但她太过年轻无法听懂这首歌
That was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming
它曾在我们的梦中悲剧般奇迹地交织
Old habits die screaming
不再维持老习惯尖叫着
I move through the world with a heart broken
我带着颗伤心的心在这个世界上行走
My longing state unspoken
我渴望的状态 未曾言表
And I may never open up the way I did for you
我可能永远不会像曾对你那样敞开心扉
And all of those best late plans
还有这些最好的迟来的计划
You said I needed a brave man
而你说我需要一个勇敢的人
Then proceeded to play him
然后开始扮演他的模样
Until I believed it too
直到我也深信不疑
And it kills me
这令我苦不堪言
I just don't understand
我就是搞不明白
How you don't miss me
你是如何不那么想念我
In the shower, and remember how my rain-soaked body
在淋浴时还记得那时我被雨淋湿的身体
Was shaking, do you hate me?
还在止不住地颤抖着 你是否对我怀恨在心？
Was it hazy, for a cruel fraternity?
是否朦胧不堪为了残酷的兄弟会
I pledged, and I still mean it
我曾宣誓如今仍然坚信
Old habits die screaming
不再维持老习惯尖叫着
Six weeks of breathing clean air
长达六周呼吸清新空气
I still miss the smoke
我却仍然想念烟雾缭绕的感觉
Were you making fun of me?
你是在用一些深奥的笑话
With some esoteric joke?
拿我取乐吗
Now I wanna sell my house
现在我想卖掉我的房
And set fire to all my clothes
烧毁我所有衣服
And hire a priest to come and exercise my demons
再雇个牧师驱赶我的恶魔
Even if I die screaming-ing
即使我尖叫着死去
And I hope you hear it-it-it
我希望你也能听到
And I hope it's shitty in The Black Dog
我希望在黑狗酒吧里并不会令你感到舒心
When someone plays the starting line and you jump up
当有人播放The Starting Line 你跳了起来
But she's too young to know this song
但她太过年轻无法听懂这首歌
That was intertwined in the tragic fabric of my dreaming
它曾在我们的梦中悲剧般奇迹地交织
This tail between your legs, you're leaving
你夹着尾巴离开了
I still can't believe it
我仍然无法相信
'Cause old habits die screaming
不再维持老习惯尖叫着
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第17章 The Black Dog