5、So Long, London ...
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So long, London (So long, London)
再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
So long, London (So long, London)
再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
So long, London (So long, London)
再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）
I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mist
我在脑中瞥见 彩色小灯穿过薄雾
I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift
我保持清醒并承担分歧的重量
Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away
每当他开始飘离我会将他拉得紧些
My spine split from carrying us up the hill
承担你我得重量爬上山坡令我脊柱断裂
Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill
衣裳被全然浸透寒风刺痛我疲惫的骨头
I stopped trying to make him laugh, stopped trying to drill the safe
我不再试图令他欢笑不再尝试撬开保险箱
Thinking how much sad did you think I had
思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢
Did you think I had in me?
你觉得我能忍受多少呢
Oh, the tragedy
噢悲剧一场
So long, London
所以再见 伦敦
You'll find someone
你终会寻得某人
I didn't opt in to be your odd man out
并非是我选择成为你的异类
I founded the club she's heard great things about
我创立了一间俱乐部而她听着很心动
I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath
我离开了我熟悉的一切你将我留在希斯公园旁的一栋房子里
I stopped CPR, after all, it's no use
我终止了心肺复苏毕竟它终究无用
The spirit was gone, we would never come to
灵体已然飘离我们再也无法回到从前
And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free
我生气的是你令我无偿奉献了所有的青春
For so long, London
再见了伦敦
Stitches undone
缝线松解
Two graves, one gun
两座坟墓一把枪
I'll find someone
我终会寻得某人
And you say I abandoned the ship
而你说是我遗弃了船
But I was going down with it
但我那时不过在向下漂流
My white-knuckle dying grip
我用发白的指节
Holding tight to your quiet resentment
紧握你那静默的怨恨
And my friends said it isn't right to be scared
我朋友们说你不该害怕
Every day of a love affair
每日的风流韵事
Every breath feels like rarest air
当你不确定他是否想在此
When you're not sure if he wants to be there
每一口呼吸循环的都会是稀薄的空气
So how much sad did you think I had
思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢
Did you think I had in me?
你觉得我能忍受多少呢
How much tragedy?
多少悲剧呢
Just how low did you think I'd go
你以为在我自爆之前
Before I'd self-implode?
在我不得不离开之前
Before I'd have to go be free?
我会陷得有多低？
You swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?
你发誓你爱我但为何我无法寻得一丝踪迹
I died on the altar waiting for the proof
我在祭坛上等待证据时悄然离世
You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
你将我们献祭给了你那些最为忧郁时日
And I'm just getting color back into my face
而我也不再面容失色
I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place
我只是过于愤怒因我曾爱着此处
For so long, London (So long, London)
再见了伦敦
Had a good run (Had a good run)
曾相处得不错
A moment of warm sun (Moment of warm sun)
在暖阳倾洒的那一刻
But I'm not the one (I'm not the one)
但我并非那位命中注定
So long, London (So long, London)
再见了伦敦
Stitches undone (Stitches undone)
缝线松解
Two graves, one gun (Two graves, one gun)
两座坟墓一把枪
You'll find someone (You'll find)
你终会寻得某人
作者有话说
第5章 So Long, London