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Then he saw that the clod团 of earth nourished a blue lobelia半边莲, and that a wound伤口 of corresponding size appeared on the pie-shaped bed底座. He was not so angry.
半边莲：山梗菜，花语：恶意。哈哈，这个隐喻说的好，你的恶意打到了我，但我也挖走一块你的“电源”。
Agnes had displayed a brisk尖酸的 pity怜悯 that made him wish to wring拧断 her neck.
Till he met these people he had never been told that his career was a failure.
从这里开始，可能是F的视角吧，不过我好像也越来越开始觉得Xtable也算是蛮有手段的人呢，不亏是剑桥的人啊，不过这种对立，主要真的还是Ricky/M的错。这一点，其实F心里也明白的。因为他自己知道自己得不到爱人像过去那样全心全意的袒护了。
Apparently it(指Career) was(failure). 是啊，如果当初能够拿到资格的话，能够阻止Ricky结婚的话，倒是成功了呢。
They would never have been civil to him if it指抢夺资格 had been a success, if they or theirs had anything to fear from him.如果有了爱，有了登记，那么Pembrocke和Agnes兄妹两个就没有机会伤害自己了吧。
没有了爱，没有友谊登记处，有什么好让Agnes害怕的呢。
其实，我想说F，他们之所以伤害你不就是恰恰说明了他们发现M心里有你么？唉，我知道，那个4小时7分钟和那个拥抱，还有日渐没有时间，伤你太深。
Ansell说，半人兽打架，
Shall I improve my soul at his expense?" he thought. "I suppose I had better." In friendly tones he remarked, "Were you waiting for Mr. Pembroke?"
"No," said the young man. "Why?"
Ansell, after a moment's admiration, flung the Essays at him. 把随笔扔过去，能驯服老虎么？They hit him in the back. The next moment he lay on his own back in the lobelia pie.哈，果然意识驯服不了潜意识呢，这不是废话么？
聊天时，Stephen向Ansell伤心地抱怨自己被赶出来了，口口声声喧嚷着不能说出另一方。唉，都知道了，傻孩子，不是切尔西太太，不是failing，是Agnes对吧。
只穿着法兰绒衣服，却抛弃一切包括衣服的傻孩子，是另一个傻孩子喜欢的，对吗？
Stephen说自己是Ricky的半个兄弟。
I'm Rickie's half-brother, come here to tell him the news. He doesn't know.
傻孩子总是介意小地方，为什么是 Mrs。Eliot见我而不是Mr。Eliot呢？
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